by Aisyah Samsudin

27.02.2011 - 02.03.2011

it has been the four most excruciating days (besides giving birth) of my life, it all started when we were on the way to my cousins house for a small family gathering to celebrate aqils bday...and a chance to swim in the pool, i was all excited, wearing my swimming wear underneath, but otw, perut dah rase semacam...didnt think it was anything weird...sakit perut bnyk makan kot kan...then when we were there, i went to the toilet like 10 times, then the vomiting started, and the stomach cramps...taknak layankan sgt..i went to sleep in the car, yelaa..aqil pun seronok main air kan...taknak laa kcu die, but as time goes by...stomach cramp makin teruk...so told hubs on the way back to go to the clinic...

sampai clinic tgk..mak aihhh...ramainya org..,at that point mmg tak tahannn sgt...mengalir air mata tahan sakit, asked if i could see the doctor first, but the assistant asked me to lay down in the room first while waiting, so that tak sakit sgt..so i went in, lay down in the coldd room, nasib baik die selimutkan..heee...manje habis...tunggu smpi tertido, then the doctor woke me up, tanya why, told her what happened, trus die bagi injection, one for the vomiting, one for the stomach cramps, untuk diarrhea die bagi pill jer...

after that balik jer rumah terus tido..nasib baik laa aqil tido jugak....and guess what...i woke up the next day...tghr..mmg tak sedar langsung...hubs ckp aqil menanges nak susu pun tak sedar....siap hubs bancuh susu 2 kali untuk aqil sbb punyalaa lapar budak tu...siannnn anak mama..

anyways, i thought the pain should be gone away by then..nope..still in pain...and the worst part is i cant seem to control my " below" muscle smpi kene pki diapers aqil sbb klu tak mmg tak sempat nak lari ke toilet...

and owh..hubs pun sama jugak..i heard him vomiting dr jauh..pastu the next day masa i dah bangun tu, hubs asked me to look after aqil sbb die pulak nak g clinic...i was in and out of concious sbb terlampau sakit and maybe kesan ubat kot..ntah...theres a reason why babies must sleep in the baby cot sbb dalam masa sedar tak sedar tu....aqil jatuh katil!!!! mcm nak tercabut jantung aku...luckily, i am the type yg suka bnyk bantal atas katil, and normal laa if ade 1-2 bantal yg terjatuh kan...his head elok jer landing ats bantal...alhamdulillah..ade perlindungn dariNya..anyways, he cried, i cried...terus angkat die baring kat depan tv...so selamat sket...trus smbung tido smpi hubs balik...malam tu both pun high fever, 39.5...nasib baik laa aqil tak bnyk ragam..just nanges bila nak susu jer...mama tido, die tido...

anyways, long story short...smpi ke today, the cramps still ade, but not as bad as the 1st day...the whole body mmg sakit gilerr...jalan dr living room ke dapur ( which is only 10 steps away..btw) pun menahan air mata.. (yeah yeah drama..) tapi serious,never before pernah kene food poisoning mcm ni..terus ckp ngan hubby, any leftovers more than 3/4 hari, throw away, no outside food ( hahaha..last sebulan jer kot paling lama) ..sampai skrg i cannot eat anything, tak lalu and ade perasaan fobia...which i know, pun tak bagus kan..nnti kene gastrik plakk..try paksa..but seriously kenot telan...how...hmm...

for those yg call/sms/bbm/fb these past few days, i do appologize...tak tergambar dengan kata2 betapa tak bermaya nya saya diketika ini...tapi insyaAllah...esok everything will be back to normal..nak taknak...life must go on.....




xoxo