[at a clinic in Kota Damansara]
me: i'm feeling very2 dizzy doc..
me: no pain, just spinning..I can't concentrate...peningnya semacam
doc: how old are you?
doc: for how long?
me: owh..just recently...in december..
doc: when was ur last period..
me: oh..i'm not pregnant [dgn penuh confidence!]
doc: how do you know? [looking surprised n confused by my answer]
me: because i'm planning
doc: ur taking the pills?
me: nope..doing it naturally, counting days and errr..protection
doc: what type of protection?
doc: how do you count?
doc: you do realize that ur counting method is wrong..
me: errkk...?? thenn..??
doc: [explained for almost 15 minutes] understand?
me : yes doctor! thank you
doc: but u know, even with c****m, there's a 10% of getting pregnant?
a couple of weeks ago
on the 30th day of my period cycle,
I was feeling:
I was thinking:
1. hmm..nak period laa ni..
2. wait a minute, dah 30 hari, pelik... [my normal cycle is 27/28]
3. pregnant ke? eyh..takkot..tak mungkin.. [i'm sure i didnt count my days wrong!]
4. dekat dah ni ngan kedai...beli jer la yang murah...[rm6.90]
tested : one line! [ok..im not pregnant..esok laa tu period...]
read the instructions again : "even if the line is faint, can considered as pregnant and should consult a doctor"
looked again : 2 lines, one very2 faint! [errkk..?? bila mase line ni muncul plak ni??]
the next day, went to see the doctor [sebenarnya sbb nak amek MC, my head was spinning like crazy] , told her i tested, but she said it was still early to check, klu check pun, nothing should show, confused, errm...ok...wrong results.... mixed feelings [lega ke sedih?]
the next day
feeling confused and tak puas hati [if nothing shouldnt show, apsal ade 2 line plak kan]
plus, Hubby was coming home from fieldwork...
wth, beli laa yang mahal sket [rm9.90]
tested : again, positive .. hmmm.........maybe I just should wait until a week....then test again...
but when Hubs came back, being the person who doesnt know how to keep secrets from her hubby..i told him i think i was pregnant..
he was shocked of course but so happy...
i was still confused...
the next day
before going to Pahang, I decided to buy the expensive one [rm19.90!!!!], klu positive..ye laa tu
tested : again..positive!!!
but I was still not satisfied...but then, klu dah sampai 3 times positive..mestilaa pregnant kan...!?!
[bukan tak suka or taknak, but I was confusedd...macam betul kira hari, but doctor tu ckp mcam tu...patut tak nampak lagi results sbb belum seminggu...hmmm....
fell really hard in the toilet
felt a little pain in the stomach
Hubs ajak g clinic... i said nvm...ok jerr...tak sakit sgt...
on the way to work...
me: perut sakit laa..kenape ek..angin kot..
hubs: abg tak kesah..nak tanak g gak klinik!
[at the clinic]
me: my period is late, I've checked 3 times, all positive
doc: why did u check 3 times for? once is enuf..
me: but that day the doc said, it was too early to check...so i wasnt sure
doc: ? no...its ok...u are pregnant the 1st time u checked...
me: owhhh [membazir jerrr...cehhhh!!!] , so i fell down yesterday,
i feel some pain [the panic came-mintak laa takde ape2]
doc: any bleeding?
me: no..i think...
doc: ok..i give u rest today, go back n rest, within 24hours if got bleeding,
come see me..if not then should be ok....
me: thank you doctor.... [dupdapdupdap]
I am 6 weeks pregnant... ;)
hehehe....sekian terima kasih......
[owhh..there was no bleeding..alhamdulillah.... ]
dear aunties, cousins and siblings,
since this will be the first grandchild in the family, now is the time for you to find your glamour name before the baby comes...once dah panggil takleh tukar dah..
will it be, tok wa, tok ngah, tok teh, tok zah [?], tok tam, tok man, tok pa [?] and tok su
or something more glamorous ? heheheheeheee....
and owh cousins, I will be TiSya to your future kids ok...no makcik2 tqvm!!!
gambar hiasan : the night he told me he liked me, who would have thought, ali n aisyah, married, and now going to have a baby together!! ;)
bersyukur di atas segala yang dikurniakan oleh-Nya