mengarut jer

one of my auntie slept over last night. she was telling how the SBP intake was this year. how the student had to apply online, then they (the school) would have to send all the application to the big guys, where the big guys would send back a list of names where the school will call the students for an interview and some tests. [fuhh..takde fullstop eyh..].. very2 different from my time... I didnt even remember if I even applied to go to SBP..hmm..nampak sgt dah tua aku nihhh..haha..

after the interview and tests and whatnot..the pengetua of the school would have the authority to chose ONLY 20% of the total student intake..so lets say, the intake for that year is 100 students, the pengetua could only chose 20 students..out of 300 students that came for the interview..tough huh..

anyways, thats not exactly the part I wanted to tell.

the interesting part was when my cousin interrupted [she's from a SBP too], and told us at her school, the candidates were required to go for a physical test and one of it was running 100 meters, which they had to reach the finish line under how many seconds she could not remember.. whoever didnt pass the test was immediately out... i was like..seriousssllyyy...??

I mean...i know physical is important..but come on..its like a bit unfair no? tak lepas lari 100 meters trus out?? i dunno laa...not everyone could run fast kan..klu ye..mcm tu sume org pun bleh jadi atlet...kan kan kannnn....i mean...buat laa points system ke ape...takde laa trus kene klua...tapi maybe laa nak senang kan keje diorang ke ape...but..hmmm....still...

but..thats not all...then my aunt add on...told me my cousin's pengetua does not like her girls to be overweight...or FAT...!!!!! ni psycho ape niii?? the girls must jaga their weight..and what they eat [or something like that] yg penting mesejnya....jgn gemuk...like wth!?!?!??!!?

first of all..they're still kids...still growing...plus...diorang tu nak kena blaja...its stressful enough for them to focus on getting good grades [anything below straight A's is not good ok!] ..pastu ni nak kene stress about how they look and what they eat lagi...??? come on laa...ape jenis pemikiran yg nak ditanamkan kat kepala budak2 ni..??? if ur not skinny ur not good??? tolonnggglllaaaa!!!!!!

cukuplaa the magazines showing skinny models...sending message to girls that you have to be skinny to look good...but for a teacher to imply something like that..?? kan ke mengarut tuh.....

ingat lagi zaman sekolah dulu, all the exams students [f3 n f5] siap ade special supper lagi...konon2 for us to have energy to study [didnt really work for me tho..after supper jer kompom tido!! haha] ..but then...we didnt have to worry about anything else except for our studies..we didnt care if we were fat or skinny or ape2 laa...we were happy...and it made it a lot easier for us to study.....ini my kazen..."my friends all the lost their exam fats...me lagi gain.." ...adoiiiii....rilek dear kazen..i didnt care about my weight until masuk uni...and trust me..masuk Uni..kompom kurus laa....ur jadual is hectic..kene berkejar g kelas...seriesly...dun worry.. ;)

hmm...i know now i'm conscious about my weight and all..but its more about staying healthy.. not so much about being skinny...hehe.. [ye laa tu...]

but i mean come on laa....these are kids we're talking about.... we should send out positive msg to them kan..???

so dear girls,

just love yourself the way you are..... ;)

*tetibe rase nak layan lagu beautiful christina aguilera...enjoy!! ;)

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, i saw debris
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay


And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

*lately ni asek emo jer...tak tau laa kenapa...hormon..?? ;p