what a morning!!

* the sound of Aqil crying *

opened my eyes...while giving Aqil his "drink".. looked outside the window..

wah!! so bright? what time what time..???

wait patiently for Aqil to finish his meal.. ran to my hp that I was charging outside my bedroom [my ho which was out for 2 days straight!]

took a quick glance at the time..already 9!?!?!?!?!?!!

practically ran to the shower..took the quickest shower ever..thinking..nvm..i've got my perfume to cover up...

put on the pants i wore 2 days ago to work..my bros tshirt..because thinking i didnt have time to find any other top...and the tudung wore by my SIL yesterday..because it was hanging, so no need ironing...

woke up hubs, ran down..took the keys..went straight to the car...and off....

drove at 70km/hour coz my head was still dizzy..luckily the road was clear...

reached ikea.. and found this..

not one single car in the carpark!!!

weird.

texted my colleague "have you reached Ikea yet?"

he replied " ?????????? i tot our arrangement at 9.30??"

what the???? whats the time now..??

looked at the time on my hp.. 9.45 PM !!! urghh.. i guess 2 days of flat battery does that to ur time settings....

looked at the watch on my dashboard... 17.55... whatt???

called hubs, no answer..

called cousin.... "its 8.30 am kak ct..."

seroiusssssllyyyyyy!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

sat in the car...staring blankly...now what I am suppose to do for another hour!?!?!

having the greatest headache ever...

mentally slapping and cursing myself for being so nice volunteering to buy stuff for the office...

then remembered there was McD just accross the road..

thank god!

anyone told you guys..McD has the best coffee ever!? seriously..better than coffee bean n starbucks.. [well at least for me]

then at 9 am, ikea was open for breakfast..

so many people having breakfast at ikea..on a Sunday morning..

while waiting for my shopping buddy...I did this..

the budget for todays shopping..left the original at the office...huhu..

shopped for an hour

went straight back and slept

* i swear i mentally drafted this post more interesting than this one...but still having a bad headache from this morning..so whatever!! hahahahahaha [why am i laughing again?? urghh!!] need-panadol - or better - nescafe! junkie! *

xoxo

Relay for Life

" Relay is all about 'Celebrate, Remember, Fight Back' and we had input from a survivor (Celebrating survivorship), the story of our luminaria ceremony (Remember) and a lively input from one of our teams (Fight Back!). "

source : www.relayforlife.org.my

i first heard about this event last year thru my cousin Syu [its an all night long event till morning - celebrating the cancer survivors! - with tents, foods, good spirit and great company] , and eversince then I was looking forward to go to this year's event..but one can only plan...my In Laws were in town that weekend for a kenduri so I had to be the hostess since they were staying over at our house...plus it was raining heavily and as what I heard from family members who were there, the place was soggy and very muddy...so it wasnt really suitable to bring lil Aqil there...[mom had already bought tickets - but nvm at least i got the tshirt!! ;)] hmm...I guess there's always next year right.. ;)

the good side of not going is that I got to take my MIL n SIL shopping at Ikea! any sentence with the word shopping in it is ok for me!

anyways..here's some pictures of the event that I stole from my cousins, aye n atie ' s blogs...enjoy!

atie n wa - one of the survivors [pinjam kata2 atie ;) ]



the Omarians spirit!



thats my dad infront in the apek's boots and pom pom!



sisters - cu, wa, cippa, mom and tzah







part of the clan



we've got spirit..yes we do...we've got spirit...how about you?!?!

exciting no!? cant wait for next year's event!!! ;) ;) siapa mahu ikut!?!?!




xoxo

flowers and hantaran

eversince i change to this new team, work has been crazy hectic! everything is back-to-back...payment-reporting-back to payment-crest..yada yada yada..and the BPs are like crazy demanding [of course la, they pay us what!]..these past 3 days i've been ordering fast food for lunch - not healthy at all!! [tula..padan muka sape suruh tuka team yg buat full set!] I've been cursing a lot - i know, BAD BAD! but despite all that..i love my work! dont ask why..i just do.. ;p

today, I'm on leave coz tomorrow my BIL is getting married...I volunteered to make his hantaran...i thought..how hard could it be kan to arrange some flowers on a tray? haha..now i have no idea what i'm doing..currently everything looks like this:

lets just see how they turn out eyh..i'll post about the finish product later...

i gtg...its raining cats n dogs outside and i think i see lightning...need to turn off the modem..

but before that, picture of the day [or more likely, week] :

aqil's first outing, blame the granma coming over and say "jom p genting!" .. haha! of courssseeee granma..aqil mestilaa nak g genting!!!!!

xoxo

of work n the gilmore girls

work has been hectic.as usual. but i am back to the active me. volunteering doing this and that altho i have tons of work.sometimes i just dont understand why i volunteer in the first place.especially when i see piles of invoices on my desk to be processed and paid with so limited time.i am doing 3 things at one time. multi tasking people say.sometime i get so stressed and curse myself for saying yes to everything.





but then again. this is me. i love to multi task. life is boring without adventure. work is boring without activities..tho i do think this company of mine sometimes go way over their heads on company activities. like decorating competition. i mean. we're not in school to do all this decorating things. and those teams which go all out..they really do go all out and sometimes i feel i'm at the pasar malam with evrything hanging here and there..but I do like the engagement activities..hmm..





I am itching to start sewing again..but until i finish all 7 season of gilmore girls, i dont think i can focus on anything else..[i am just obssessed!!! ] i am working on my BIL hantaran for his wedding end of this month..but by "working" i mean..everything are still wrapped in papers or still in the plastic bags. huhu. but i still got 2 weekends to go..and i'm already watching the 7th season. so all is good.





i am thinking of sewing a baju melayu for lil aqil...anyone has any idea where to get the pola for that? or should i buy? do they have baju melayu for 3 months old baby?





ops.work is starting. payment week is almost at its end. alhamdulillah...i can have a peaceful weekend ;)






picture of the day :

i wonder what he was dreaming about.. hmmm...

xoxo

hip hop

it has been a hectic week (still is) since its closing period..wanted to blog a couple of times but managed to write halfway then was distracted by work and baby..have 3 drafts which i think will be left as drafts..hmmpphh...i guess i'll write in points from now..

* i think blogshops are very2 dangerous sites!do you know theres a hundred sites selling cute and cheap baby stuffs which are just irresistable..I've done with Aqil's raya clothes in just 2 hours! haha...mostly are pre-Orders so I have to wait a month or so to get the goods..I hope i wont go ordering more after this..

* i can fit into my ol jeans and pants thanks to PB! but I have problems with my tops since I am still bfeading my baby..went to find new tops but find it so hard to find nice cool tops that can fit my sisters.. :( I am now wearing hubs tshirt and shirts to work..huhu..

* where I normally took 30 minutes or 1hour tops to get ready before going out before, now with the baby I need to start getting ready atleast 2 hours before we go out...last Saturday, we planned to travel to my cousins wedding in Johor at 8am, but after Aqils bath-BF-stomachache-nap-BF again, we ended up leaving the house at 10am...I now know not to make any promises, especially when it concerns time...it all depends on the baby now..

* today is the first day I'm sending Aqil over to my aunt's..my cousin Aye has kindly agreed to babysit Aqil for a while...went out as early as 6.15am (initial plan was 6am) to avoid trafic after sending him (my aunts place is in Subang btw..) , but wahh... even at 6.50am..the trafic was slow...but managed to reach office at 7.15... so oklaa... wonder how he's adjusting at Wa's.. miss him already.. :(

* bought Aqil a sweater from FOS..konon2 when we're out shopping he could wear the sweater..but since the H1N1 is getting worst..melaram dalam kereta jer laa... Aye said "hip hop giler" but ape2pun..he's just so cute in it!!!

xoxo

first week at work

wahh....i can see spiderwebs everywhere...a long break from the blogging world.. not that I dont have anything to write about..but I have been spending all my precious time [besides being obsessed over my lil pumpkin] watching Criminal Minds season 4 & 5 and have been drooling over this guy....



he's just so cute and adorable....seriously...i just love the way he's being all smart and mr-geeky in CM..;p

anyways...

it's been a week at work..and suprisingly..all went well...my SIL is looking after Aqil for 2 weeks before she starts her classes...so I leave Aqil at home, maybe thats the reason I'm not that worried about him..

first ride to work [i drove myself! yippie!!] was great..i had my cd with my favourite songs on, turn up the volum of the speaker and sang at the tops of lungs while driving! gosh!! how i missed that!! i used to do that all the time before I was pregnant..eversince mr hubs drove, I stopped doing that..ok..not stopped..but not very often i could do that..so i was in cloud nine that morning.. ;p

the first day at work...or the first week at work..i didnt really miss my lil toddler..owh..I sound like a bad mother no? but coming back to work on a Payment week does that to you...I was so overwhelmed with work..I had no time to even think about anything else except for invoices and vendors and BPs... i even went back as late as 8pm at night...sian lil Aqil..but hubs came back early so all is good...plus my Aqil always wait for me to come back before he goes to sleep..so I get to play with him for a while.. ;)

talking about my precious..he's so big now..he doesnt look like a 2 month old infant..he feeds a lot too..more than before..I guess you could expect that from a baby boy...I cant wait for him to learn how to walk..people say nanti letih kejar..but I say..baguslaa..boleh kurus! hahaha...well we'll see.. ;)

today is pay day with salary increament..not much..a bit dissapointed pun ade..i mean..we work like crazy but feels like all that is unappreciated..hmmpphh...tapi nak wat camne kan...keje pun baru 2years plus..takkan nak demand tinggi2 kan...knowledge pun besar biji limau jer ade hati nak gaji besar...a few colleagues of mine from my old team dapat naik pangkat...with great increaments i tell you...rase rugi pun ade tuka team..but i told myself i wanted the experience and the knowledge..so i should not regret my decision..insyaAllah rezeki ade nanti...I am happy for my colleagues though...I am not jealous..a bit envy i must admit..but I made my choice and I am happy with my work and team now...and i think its good for them to get the promotion...after all the work they have done for the team..they deserve it.. ;)

today is the last day of Payment..thats why dapat tulis panjang2 ni...cant wait to get home to my baby..[baru harini rindu die cam giler coz keje siap tghr tadi..and now i'm free like a bird..] hehe..but i feel like going to Ikano to shop for clothes...i have no clothes that I can fit anymore!! since i am still bf ing, I have to wear loose tops to hide my sisters..and my old clothes cannot do that...takkan nak pki baju kurung everyday kan...penatlaa nak gosok pagi2..i want big longsleeve tshirts so I can wear during my malas days to work.. hehehe...initially I wanted to go out tomorrow with lil Aqil but when my friend told me about the 2nd wave of H1N1 [nampak sgt tak bace paper or tgk news smpi member yg kene kasik tau psal ni]..so i think not...baby Aqil is still small and his immune system tak kuat lagi...but tak sabar nak jumpa die malam ni...or i could go tomorrow and leave him with hubs....hmm...should i go tonight or tomorrow..?? decisions..decisions..

I am now rambling and typing everything that is going thru my mind..i better stop before it goes somewhere much more ridiculus...25 minutes lagi nak balik! yes!





xoxo

back to my dear ol lover.. PB !

* for those who dont know, PB is Premium Beautiful, a 3 piece corset that does wonders to your body! ;) *

after it feels like a lifetime of waiting...I'm finally back wearing my PB !!! yeay!! ;)

at first I was afraid that it wont fit me anymore, but.. alhamdulillah..i could still fit the pants and the corset (super yeay!! ) but not the bra -the cup doesnt fit since my sisters are still heavy with my son's food supply...so i guess i wont be wearing the bra anytime soon..but its ok...the sacrifice of a mother! hahahaha!!!

after only 3 days of wearing it..I could already see the changes...even hubs thinks I look smaller than before..haha! i wish!!! but actually not (yet) ! ;p ... I pointed out to hubs maybe he thinks that way is most likely because he hasnt seen me "small" in quite some time now..so..mmg nampak the obvious changes... but not as small as before...wait ye abang... i know you say u dont care if im big or small..but..I care!! give me 3 month or maybe 4 to get back my old shape! hehe..semangat nihh!!!

but I must say..I am happy to be back in my PB..it just makes me feel...wonderful!! it just holds everything at the right places and its so easy to wear berbanding the traditional bengkung which i had to tie back every few hours...urghh..

*cant wait to try on my ol jeans back!! mintak2 laa muat..;p*

xoxo

this is what family is all about...

just read mom's blog... apparently Aqil is now 1 month old ( I am so occupied looking after him, I forgot the dates already..)

anyways...mom wrote a post all about the day Aqil was born... its so sweet and i want to share it with all of you..especially my little Aqil ( I mean when he knows how to read that is..hehe..)

I am torn between linking my mom's blog here or copy n paste what she wrote..hmm...

what the heck..i'll do both.. ;)

To my little hero,

This was written by your Tok Wan specially dedicated for you..;)

THURSDAY, MARCH 25, 2010

You are one month old today

Dearest little Aqil.

Today is 25th Mac 2010. That means that you are one month today. You may not be able to read what your tok hajjah wan is about to write now but tok hope that in many many years to come , when you are big and strong, and able to read and understand alot of things, your mom will show this piece of snippet to you.

Tok wants to tell you that even before you were born, you were much awaited by all the Omarians.Especially by your grand aunts. They were all coining names , glamourous names so as to avoid the clise title of Tok Teh, Tok Su and so on. There was a lot of wireless communications from Subang to Kuantan to Cheras, Sentul, Bukit Jelutong and Alor Star included.

So here are the details of sms that took place between ur grandma and all her sisters. How everyone were there for your mum and me through all the difficult moments .it was exhausting but it was worth the wait.

Feb 23 2010 5.20 am : Dear all. The countdown has begun. pls say a a prayer for her. hope she'll go through this with ease and in quick time. Thanks

Atam: We r with u

Teh : Ok, noted. We will pray 4 mum n baby.

Tiza: Insyallah. Our prayers are with her.


Rufa: Insyallah

Amal: She has gone into labour

Me : Ya. Now at HKL

Atam ( 6.36am): Any sight of lil suparman yet?..tizah n i r anxious 2 make it a
double celeb.

Me ( 6:51:21 am) : She is now at HKL. When she knocked at my door, the contractions were 1 in 20 mins but not strong. that is typical us.but she is already bleeding heavily. maybe the cervix had opened quite big. am waiting for news from ali.

Aisyah ( 6:53:42 am) takde bukaan lagi..diorang tgh bincang nak masuk wad or nak suruh balik sbb wad penuh..

Me (7:38:04am) : Kalau boleh minta masuk wad . tak lama dah tu.

Aisyah (7:40:31 Am): Dah masuk. 2nd class. but nak mintak 1st class nnti.. td ist class penuh..sbb dah due kot kene masuk...doc nak check baby,..

Rufa 7;47;36 am : they should let her stay at d hosp. she is definitely due.

Me 7;51;57 am : breaking news 2. forwarded message from aisyah

Rufa 7:54:18 am : ok. thats an improvement..tq 4 update

Amir Iswadi 8.00:36 am : aisyah mcm mana?

Me 8:19:38 am : blm bersalin tapi dah masuk wad.insyallah. doakanlah di permudahkan semua urusan dia

kak 8:46:36am: ok. semoga semuanya selamat. keep me updated

Teh 6:01:29 pm : r d aunties great aunt yet?

Me : 6:33:47 pm : aisyah is being discharged. despite the blood flow and the contractions, there was no dilation at all. so will inform u of the latest when i see her in a little while

Teh 6:35 pm : ok, tq

Rufa 6:35:53 pm : tq 4 update. We will doakan dipermudahkan aisyah bsalin

Amal :6:36:02 pm : tq 4 updates. I bru bgtau Ali maybe jnr nak tgu the nenek abis kursus bru dia nak kluar

Me 7:24:42 pm : mungkin kena pecah ruyung baru keluar kot.


Feb 24 9:33:39 pm

Me : Hi dears.episose 2 chapter 1.now with aisyahat selayang hosp. thecontractions stronger and dilation is 3cm. called up 2 private hosp. reluctant to admit her cos no medical record with them. took her at 4 am, she didn't sleep at all. am very anxious for her.

Rufa 9;36;21 am insyallah u will be tok by 2day. she must be very tired. poor girl. r u there 2 give morale support?

Tiza 9:36:46am - our prayers are with u and her.

Me 9;37 :14am - ya. hope to be able to enter labour room.

Teh 9:38:01am :-ok take care 2 grdma n niece

Me 9:38:06am - thanks. she is sitting on d chair. no bed yet.

Amal 9:39:19am - ouw ok. insyalllah. u also need to practise breathing with her then.

Me 9:40:37 am- no bed yet. she is sitting on d chair. told her to rest and try to get some sleep

Amal 10:03:13am - CNY babies, haha

Kak 10:05:17am - chapter 2. will b with u shortly

Kak 11:28:36 am - plan to go. is aishah in labour ward?

Me 11:33 17am - aisyah has gone into the waiting ward but no sign of her. dont know what is happening

Me 11: 41: 14am - . kak i think u tak payah mai lagi sbb u x boleh naik atas ke sini. only husband and mother shj. i will inform u when its over. thanks.

kak 11: 44 :13am - thanx. infact i took overdose of anti histamine last nite. now trying to keep my eyes open

Me 11:44: 49am - take a good rest

kak 11: 50: 09 am - let me know when u have a new chapter

Me 11: 50 :42am - will do

Amal 12: 04: 05pm - how's aisya how r u?

Teh 12: 05 :23 pm - aiya,dnt want tok la, na teh 4 me. evrybdy na la.na wa, na tam, na tizah, nacippa, na cu, d guys can carry d tokngah n tok man, hw abt it

me 12 :07 :54 pm- no sign of her. i am all nerves

Amal 12 :09: 38pm - ouw. dah dpt katil or dah masuk labour room?

Me 12 :10: 48pm - not yet. still 3 cm dilation. she wants me to go home

Amal 12: 16 :25pm - ouw. masih 3. hmm lama jugak ek.

Me 12:18: 43 pm - just like me. but it can suddenly dilate in within a couple of hours

Me 2: 16: 30 pm - missed ur call. was praying. now baru dpt masuk ke wad bersalin. they broke her bag at 4 cm dilatiion around 1 pm tadi

Aziz 3: 31 :19pm - better still paati wa, paati ngah,paati lang, paati tam, paati teh,paati zah (oyoyo all this while tizah is the short for paati zah...hahaha paati pa and paati cu. as for the male omarian we will go with the tok pnya title..hihihi

kak 3: 47 :37pm - which chapter now. ya allah tiada sesuatu yg mudah melainkan kau permudah kannya. amin

Me 3 :49 :15pm - chapter 1 episode 3 ; finally got a bed at 130 pm. burst the water bag at that time too. she asked for epidural.approx time of delivery 6 hrs after that. am home to take a nap.

Aziz 3: 51: 56 pm - congrats tu paati and new mum. boy or girl?

Amal 3: 52: 10 pm - ouw ok. yeah have a rest. so she got the epidural?

kak 3: 55: 40 pm - take care

Tiza 3: 56: 01 pm- u think u r so smart lah; if we r paati, u guys r anir ngah n anir ma. ayo ayo ada lu jugak

Me 3 :56: 11pm - not yet

Aziz 3 :59 :16 pm - sorry false alarm. i misread your statement regarding the 6 hours. my thousand apology

Rufa 4: 07: 44pm - i guess d excitement to terima our first cucu n cicik for mak got us figuring out d best glamorous gelaran 4 uncles n aunties.d lucky kid is sure lucky to have us eh.belum bjumpa lagi dah surrounded by all d love.

Ali 5: 43:33 pm - doc blm cek lg.. lepas epidural trs boleh sengih.. br bole brcakap. setakat ni sumer ok. nnt after doc cek sy habaq mai..

Me 5 :44: 16pm - ok

Me 5:50: 10 pm - chapter 1 episode 4 . message drm ali 5 mins ago ;doc blm cek lg.. lepas epidural trs boleh sengih.. br bole brcakap. setakat ni sumer ok. nnt after doc cek sy habaq mai..

Teh 5 :52: 23 pm - ok

Rufa 5: 53 :24 pm - amboi, he is trying to speak utara. sounds cute. got side track, good to hear that she is better although must be tired n anxious

Me 5 :54: 33 pm - maintain cool the father to be. its the grandma to be who is palpitating like crazy

Amal 5 :55: 29pm - ok, i can juz picture her tsengih on the bed

Rufa 5: 59: 52pm - hope u not having contractions too. u may need d epidural too. he he

Aziz 6 :00 :15pm - ok. thanks

me 6 00 53 more of extra dose of my pressure pills

amal 6: 01: 07pm :- dont forget the jeling2

Aisyah in the labour room

tiza 6: 38 Pm :- buat album rakamsemua detik2. as 4 aisyah; siap bt sign peace lagi, nw it looks like she is ALL 2 comdfortable, no urgency 4 lit A

teH 8: 08 :45Pm : - little ali out?

me 8 :10 :09 pm :- not yet mah. baru 6 cm dilated

Teh 8: 24 :36 pm :- oh my gdness, lamanya. take care.

0122175200 9: 37: 52 pm: - salam, mak lang, how's aisyah doing?

me 9: 39: 06:- still in labour room. belum dengar apa2 dari ali lagi.

me 10 :14 :46 pm : -mcm mana perkembangan terkini? mesti dah letih aisyah lama sangat

ali 10: 19 :06 pm : - 9 .30 td br 7 cm..hmm..ntah la mak..ni doc tgh reload epidural...

me 10: 20 :57pm :- insyallah tak lama lagi tu. tell her to hang in there. rehatkan diri.

kak 11: 24: 41:- are u still at selayang hosp. hoping that we ar in the final chapter.

Feb 25 2010

Ali 2.45 am dah selamat.. jam 130 am

Me 2 45 54 alhamdullilah

me 2: 59: 53 am: - Dear all. aisyah selamat bersalin at 130 am tadi.

rufa 3 :02 :08 am:- alhamdullilah tok. tahniah ali, aisyah n tok sam

teh 3: 02: 49 am:- alhamdullilah syukur, a very long labor, all is fine with baby, mother n grandma. cnngrat kakchick, officially tok nw.

me 3 :04 :48 am:- alhamdullilah. tq tok teh

me 3 :05: 32am :- tk tok cikfa

teh 3 :06 :37a m :-ok, take a gd rest, c u soon.

rufa 3: 06 :52:- :-):-)

kak 5: 58 :38: am:- syukur

kak 5: 59: 35am :- syukurALHAMDULLILAH

aziz 6 :42: 02 am :- alhamdullilah. boy or girl?

me 6 :42 :36 am :-boy


So little Aqil, I could never thank enough to all my sisters and brothers and sons and daughter,nieces and nephews (your grand aunts and grand uncles, your aunts and uncles), few more of my close friends . They are family , always there through thick and thin.

Both of us, tok hj sam and tok hjh wan hope you will have a wonderful future ahead . Love your mama and Ba as much as they love you.Be humble and kind to all.Love them all like they all love you. God Bless you my precious grandson.

ps: Mom, if you're reading this... thank you...for everything...words just cannot describe how grateful I am to have you as my mother and how much I love you...

pss: dear aunties n uncles... I love you all too.... you guys are just simply the best..and I thank Allah for giving me such a wonderful family...

xoxo

confinement

bila cerita bab berpantang ni..i must say i do not know much..

even skrg dalam pantang pun..i'll go.. "mom...can i do this..or can i eat that..??"

but what i do know is, lain orang lain cara pantang...

certain people pantang takleh makan sayur..

ade yg pantang takleh minum air bnyk..

ade pantang makan jamu, pki pilis n param or whatever

ade yg amek ubat herba cina or akar kayu..

well for me..

bab makan, i serah 100% to my mom...what she cooks i eat..sometimes i'll ask.. "eh...boleh ke saya makan ni.." because penah dengar orang ckp tak boleh certain things..but my mom ckp.."ok..kenapa tak boleh pulak.." i take sayur because my mom said itu sumber vitamin and it helps me move my bowels...pendek kata, my mom is not-so strict about my food..she said, makanan pantang ni ikut orang..u try..if u cannot then dont take..senang aje..which is logic actually..tapi ofcourse bende sejuk n berangin die tak bagi kan..but other than that...boleh...

and i drink a lot of plain water..and i take nescafe ginger n honey because it helps me "go" ... and it also keeps me warm too...people say nescafe angin..but alhamdulillah...setakat ni ok .. :)

i did have my urut session (4 times), but not bertungku because mom said tok ajah didnt let her bertungku dulu sbb takut salah buat or something...mom left me to decide either nak bertungku or not..since she didnt do it..so i decided i didnt want to bertungku..i tried only the first time..but after that taknak dah.. lagipun i do have this fobia when it involves hot objects eversince half of kaki melecur kene air panas masa standard 6 dulu...

for some unknown reason, i dont wear all the param pilis thingy (sbb mak tak kasik kot?) ntah.. but i do wear minyak panas n my bengkung...but i only wear my bengkung during the day..malam i tried once or twice ntah..tak bleh tido..i felt like i was suffocating.. so i opted not to wear malam..certain people pki 24/7..mmg salute laa!..but not me..i need my sleep...since now i try not to sleep during the day..nak biasakan diri sbb tak lama lagi keje kan...

and i'm not taking any jamu...mainly because the first few weeks Aqil had jaundice so the doctor advised not to take any jamu..then when Aqil is ok, mom said jamu takut panas effect baby (naik ruam2) , so tak makan laa...but i do take honey and bidadari to keep my body warm sbb mom said, tujuan jamu tu untuk blood circulation and something..the bio teacher in her was talking...i was like..ok..yes..yes..ok.... anything you say is good for me i take mommy! ;)

i sleep with the aircond on...because the weather now is soooooooo freaking hot!! i tried to not use the aircond the first week..but kesian aqil...he had rashes all over...so mom said..pasang jer...habis org putih tu negeri sejuk..macam mana...which well..make sense...as long as i keep my body warm..it should be ok...so i'm wearing super tebal socks and a really2 thick comforter.. so even the ac is on..i am sweating like crazy...asalkan aqil takde rashes..ok laa.. ;)

someone told me mase pantang kene basuh rambut everyday, then ikat rambut tinggi2 n ketat2...well..i've tried..but it doesnt work for me...dari dulu lagi i couldnt tie my hair when its wet..sakit kepala..n now mase pantang buat camtu lagiiii sakit kepala..

so what i'm trying to say here is....cara orang pantang tak sama...it doesnt work the same for everyone...so dont go say "kalau tak sayang badan buat laaa...makan laa....badan kita ni nak pakai lama....." likeeee little-miss-know-it-all.... its annoying and somehow rude i think...nak cakap..cakap elok2... like.. "klu boleh elakkan..kita tak tau effect macam mana kat badan kita nanti." sejuk laa sikit org yg mendengar.... we were taught budi bahasa dari kecik kannnnnn...

hmmmm...emo kejap pagi2 hari ni...huhu..taktau laa...org kata ape2 after pantang baru rase...bisa badan..lengoh2...but i am trying..and i am following ape mak saya ckp saya boleh n tak boleh...so i think i'm doing ok...just because cara u beza dari cara i...tak payah nak kondem2...tho i know it comes from the right place with the right niat..but bila cara ckp tu kasar..saya pun jadi macam tak boleh nak menerima....lumrah manusia..saya hanyalah insan biasa...chewahhh..

picture of the day :

aqil : rileks laa mama...aqil kan ade.. ;)

mommy loves you sweetheart!!! ;)

xoxo

happy mode

hubs is coming home today!

yeay!!!!

*have an idea for a new project! cant wait to start on it!! wait yah!! *