had a B episode this morning during work
naturally, being in that kind of situation for the first time
plus hearing all the stories before
and cried a little..[oh-so-drama!]
a pregnant colleague of mine calmed me down, asked me to drink plenty of water and go see a doctor..
called hubs, asked him to come and went to the nearest clinic..[i was crying so he was like.."kenapa?jatuh ke?" ..am i that clumsy??]
doctor said, since it was only a bit, so not to worry...
she said the most important thing is to think POSITIVE..it wont help if I worry all the time and get my body tense and all stressed up...my baby knows what I'm feeling and thinking..hmm..
and to have a lot of rest...
the problem is now, I have a really bad headache..and sleepy..
but i cant seem to sleep..
I am trying really hard to stay positive..but it still hurts now and then..and that really doesnt help my positive thinking effort..
asked her what if it happens again? she said..dont even think that..think about other things..Happy thoughts!! ok D..happy happy happy..positive!! yeay!!
the D also said, no travelling..so I'm cancelling my trip back to Johor..poors hubs has to go back without me, but at least my BIL is going to travel back with him..so he wont be alone...
D added, no climbing stairs..hmm..living at the top floor of a 5 story flat doesnt help the no climbing part, so i guess, we'll be staying at my parents for a while..
then mom said, jalan pelan2, nak g toilet pun slow2, jgn dok buat cam Rambo..huhu..she knows her daughter well huh...got to learn how to walk slowly after this..so jumping out of bed and running to the toilet, coz I so like to hold until the last minute habit got to stop...
Atok said, recite the Quran surah Mariam, jadikan amalan....insyaAllah..will try to do that every night...
for now, i am trying to find my happy zone..now lets see...where are those Judith McNaught books...I believe I saw some lying around... ;)
please pray that everything will be ok.. insyaAllah ;)