Wednesday, August 3, 2011

rasanya lama tak membebel kosong

like really kosong with no important or any significant details in it.... since this is my personal blog, i am going to membebel like nobody's just skip this entry people...u dont have to read it...i promise you its going to full of crap and nothing usefull.. ;p this entry is for me..

what to talk about..hmm....ramadhan.. :) hows ramadhan this year? well its only been 4 days...but the 1st day was see, when i was pregnant 2 years back i tried to puasa, but 2 days, then i had gastric like h*ll! berguling2 atas lantai i didnt puasa that year, then last year i ws breastfeeding aqil exclusively....i puasa like normal the 1st day, then 2nd day my milk supply trus down which took me into panic mode lepas tu trus tak puasa...hahaha...which i know now that actually i had to be strong and confident and drank a lot of plain water masa subuh....yeah yeah....but Islam itu undah bukan....

then this year, no reason for me to not first day, set jam, semangat nak masak sahur, siap dalam kepala otak dah ade idea nak masak ape...tup tup bangun 630!! damnn!! adoiyaiiii...what laaa !! but ofcourse dah niat awal2 so just bngun subuh as normal and slept back..hahaha..hubs had to go to work obviously....1st SIL was staying over...and i was suppose to hantar her to KTM coz die nak balik kolej, but i had some errands to run before i could send her so die pun ikut laa...masa dalam kete die dah ckp..kak ecah larat ker ni...i was like..owhhh...klu masuk kedai hilang lapar..

i had to eat my own words! cehh.....masuk tak sampai 10 minit cam nak pitam! muka pucat lesi...but i had a few things to get so gagahkan diri jua...bukan mengada2..but i am still breastfeeding my lil munchkin and he feeds like every hour! yes no kidding!! jap jap mama mama....itu klu kat rumah laa..klu kat luar maybe 5 hours  boleh tahan..hahaha....ikut perangai mama die laa tuuu... adik ipar sampai ckp...kak ecah takyah puasa laa...tau tak...haram jadinya klu sampai menyeksa diri - or something like that..... but ohhh tidak tidak...i nak puasa gak...heeee..salah sendiri siapa suruh tak beli brg awal2 before puasa kan.....pangggg...

then that night went to meet my leader Salha...i tell you..i have all the respect in the world for this girl...i am saying thins not becoz shes my leader, but bcoz i've gotten to know her these past few month and she's one tough chic! now skrg dengan takde maidnyer..yes she got rid of her maid coz she caught red handed the bibik  hitting her children..yes HITTING! hard! giler arr..kalau aku mengamuk kot...sepak terajang balik bibik tu..but she boleh nasihat the bibik..and her father is sick, but yet she still meeting up her business partners after terawih to give us support and strategy and motivation for us in this business...mmg tabik springg laa kat die a lot of input and ideas from her that night...alhamdulillah..

day 2 - went to meet my business partner kak shila untuk turunkan ilmu kat die plak...- yes this business is all about teamwork! yeay! i was suppose to meet up a client but her PB size habis stok..need to go tukar again today - see- siapa kata PB tak laku?!?!?!! goshh...we sell a lot of PB..lagi2 bulan puasa org nak raya ni nak badan meletop kann!! malam tu i wanted to cook but alih2 tertido sampai kul hubs singgah pasar ramadhan beli lauk...i tell you - no more!!! omg...the ikan was like rm7 but not fresh and tasted weird...and the ayam was keras n tasted weird....last2 dari lapar giler tu makan sikit jer T__T malam tu ingat nak kluar jumpa another business partner but i was not able to, been vomiting since the past 2 weeksss...jeng jeng jeng....pregnant kah?? hahahhaa.....tapi badan mmg lemah punn..

day 3 - went out to the lawyers office, berkenaan rumah - i tell you eh...beli rumah = leceh!!!!! i tought dah habis dah all the deals with the lawyer ni...then the strata just came out and boy the lawyer FEE!!! one transaction 2 different set of forms and documents, 2 procudures... 2 diferrent fraking BILLS!!!! tgk the total amoutn we needed to pay....well lets just say i am getting a headache now and my blood preasure just rose just thinking abt it!!! hadoiii....i was planning to buy a second home somewhere in the middle of next year - or ujung tahun..but come to think about it again...maybe not...series malas nak deal with all these legal stuff...boleh gitu?? grr....went to stockist to settle a few things after that..balik rumah....jeng jeng jeng.... my period came!!!!! cissss!!! penat jer puasa sampai petang...hahaha...but tak kesah laa..terus bancuh nescafe dapatkan tenaga....and cooked....malam kol 9 dah out...suppose nak tidokan aqil while waiting for hubs balik terawih..alih2 mak die tido skali...terus tak pergi kelas T___T - rugi rugi...kelas business ni best tau..u get lotssss of input mcm mana nak buat business n all..and u get motivation and you get to meet super rich people who are down to earth super humble......triple respect gua ckp lu!!!

day 4 - which is still pagi...but let me say, i just watched The Sosial Network a few days ago and now i am googling and watching on youtube the stories and interviews of the facebook creator...geniiusss!!! pure genius... but ade lagi org dok ckp bende2 buruk and people who are saying he wont last long - mcm myspace tu... he's a billionaire already for goodness sake...ade lagi org ckp die tak bagus?? tak suka tgk org lain berjaya kan?? i think i'll blog about this later...

aqil is now pestering me to go i shall stop my ramblings here....will post something new after i mandi....found this video on u tube and kinda liking it...yes hantu youtube skrg nihhh.....;p ok...i am not even going to bother to check my spellling and whatnot coz post ni mmg main tulis jer amende yg ade kat otak now....tiada tujuan tiada arah.....

aisyah samsudin

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