aqil sidqi

day 1 : he looks exactly like his uncle amir!

day 3 : first day under the photo

day 3 : under the photo treatment

day 4 : in daddy's arm

day 5 : waiting for the blood test

day 5: finally discharged. blood reading 227. first day wearing his own clothes!

day 5 : first night in his own crib

day 5 : "i love my bed mama!"

day 7 : his favorite pose. seriously. he does this every time.

day 7: caught him smiling! he's just so cute!

day 7: like sinchan no?

day 8: smiling in his sleep.mimpi ape laa agaknya..

day 9: daddy was force to wake up and jaga u eyh aqil...huhu

day 10: 2nd time under the photo treatment.

day 11: discharged and happy on mama's bed. ;)

day 12: alhamdulillah...sihat dah anak mama...n happily sleeping in his own crib..

xoxo

eclipse

source: OfficialTwilightFilm


OMG!!! how hot n super cute is Jacob???

Definitely Team Jacob!!






xoxo

the birth of ali mirza jr

tuesday 23rd Feb 2010

12.15 midnight - felt my first contraction, didnt really realize it was a contraction until after the 2-3rd time of contraction..took out my little book and recorded the time.. 25 minutes to 1 contraction..hmm..still got time.. remember the nurse told me it must be 10 minutes to 1..baru g hospital

4.30 am - went to the toilet... and... blood... i was like..should i wait..or should i go to the hospital...woke up hubs... went to mom's room..asked what should i do... mom said go hospital..sbb my first pregnancy kan..taktau ape nak expect..

5.30 am - off to hkl

6.30 am - register, checked by the doctor - no opening

7.00 am - warded

4.30 pm - checked by the doctor again- still no opening

7.oo pm - discharged from hkl (sgt laa ramai org sampai wad penuh..even yg dah ade 2cm opening pun die hantar balik..prioritize yg betul2 nak bersalin...)

wednesday, 24th feb 2010

thruout the night - contraction. contraction.contraction. sakit. sakit. sakit.

4.00 am - contraction 1 to 10 to 25 seconds

4.30 am - mom was ready to take me to private hospital if gov still send me back home..mak punya tak puas hati sbb hkl hantar balik...huhu...kesian tgk me tahan sakit...sweet kan mak..naluri seorang ibu (which i understand now..) hehe...thanks mom...

5.00 am - decided to go to selayang hospital after mom did a series of calls to the private hospital

5.45 am - checked by the doc @hospital selayang. 1 cm opening (ok..thats a start!)

7.00 am - checked again , 3 cm opening (wow! that was fast...alhamdulillah) had to wait at the waiting area sbb wad sume penuh..mmg menahan sakit yg amat laa sbb kene duduk tunggu kan...dah laa tak cukup tido..ngntuk takyah ckp laa..

10.00 am - still 3 cm (hmm..lambat laa pulak) , masa ni mak n hubs was waiting with me kat waiting room...asked mom to go back first sbb kesian tgk mak mcm letih jer..but she insisted to wait....

12.00 pm - 4 cm !! finally to the labor room !!! but before that, doctor inject ubat bagi buang air besar...i went straight to the toilet right after die masukkan ubat..giler cepat ok! then die suruh baring n doctor wanted to pecakan air ketumban..but tangan doc tu pendek sgt..alih2 staff nurse yg buat.. sakit? sakit contraction lagi kot..

1.15 pm - masuk labor room...sakit amat2!! mase tu ingat ayat qursi jer.tak ingat dah bende lain..punya sakit..then hubs masuk... sat beside me..guided me baca surah2 n ayat2....

2.30 pm - ade nurse masuk nak tanya mau epidural ke tak..die kata normally diorang akan offer untuk yg 1st pregnancy... walaupun before ni mmg determine takmo epi..konon2 dah biase jatuh sini sana n dah biasa sakit..boleh tahan laa kan..rupa2 tak...i just couldnt stand the pain mase tuh..so tanpa pk panjang..trus angguk jer...

2.45 pm - masuk epidural.. it wasnt really that painful sbb contraction lagi sakit...plus the doctor was very2 friendly..n funny... so didnt really felt the pain mase die masukkan epi tuh

4.30 pm - doctor dtg check opening... 5cm!! wahh...lambatnyer...!! 4 hours and only 1cm opening..?? i felt like crying...ops..i did cry i think...mom datang teman me for a while...sembang sket2...i couldnt remember what we talked about.. i only remember the pain.. (yes..even with epi..it was still painful..maybe not as painful as not taking the epi..but still rasa sakit nyaaa....)

8.30 pm -again, doctor masuk check.. 6cm!!! i was like...ur kidding right??? only 1cm???? 4 hourss!!! doctor said, they give another 2 hours...if still opening kecik, prepare for surgery...

10.30pm - 8cm...!!! ok... im sooooo ready for C-sec !! but no, doc said...i give u another 2 hours.....lawak ke hape..?? i was like begging the doc nak bedah jer...mase tu contration cam sgtlaa kerap..nak bace ape2 pun dah tak daya....tapi doctor tak bagi..die kata sayang sbb dah bukak 8...huh...

12.30 am -10 cm...finally!!! doctor kata bila rase cam nak terberak tu pushh sket2..since sbb me on epi..so i wont feel the urge nak push sgt...so start teran sket2...

12.45 am - 3 doctors, 2 nurses.... the real pushing begins... turns out i was so out of energy to push (my last meal was at 7am, 2 keping roti jer)..doctor had to use the vacum to suck the baby out...i was like whatever...just get the baby out please...sakitnya..masyaAllah...never in my whole life had i ever ever experienced that kind of pain..

1.20 am - doc put the baby on me....mak aih...beratnya!! hehe.. 3.68 kg people!! semangat anak ku...i didnt really get to really look at my baby..because he wasnt crying the doctor quickly took my baby off me and out of the room.. i was so worried he didnt cry..but then a nurse came in and said.." anak awak kluar2 jer tido ..tapi dah tepuk2...dah nangis dah.."...fuhhh...alhamdulillah...lega...but i didnt get to see my baby until the next day sbb he was sent to NICU sbb kepala die injured 5 cm long...sian die..

after that sempat sembang ngan the doc when he was stitching me up (siapa kata tak rase sakit mase jahit tu?? sakit yerrr) huhu....told the doctor.. after that experience...nak sorang jer anak..tak sanggup dah...then he laughed..he said.. "i bet u puan, by 2 years time i'll see u on this table again..." ...hehehe...well...we'll see about that k...;p

lepas tu, everything was a blur...i was in and out of conscious... jap tido..then sedar2 hubs was beside me..i think i tried to smile and make a conversation, but i remember hubs asked me to sleep...i did ask bout our baby..but i cant remember hubs response....

anyways...the next thing i remember, mom was kissing my forehead at 6ish am and i was already in the ward...and all i felt was pain all over..and i did not have the energy to move at all...

slept until 7 something until the doctor came to examine me..then slept again until 8 am when the nurse came in and forced me to bangun n g toilet..giler garang tapi paham kene kuatkan semangat n takleh buat lembik...huhu...

hubs arrived at 10am and took me to see my baby in NICU..s.edih jer tgk baby penuh ngan tiub sini sana..n kepala die bengkak...tak boleh nak angkat sbb kepala die sakit..so tgk jer laa die terbaring kat situ ..sedihh...tahan nangis but tak daya...

stayed in the NICU for 5 days... mula2 nak monitor his head, after that die start kuning which is normal for baby yg kluar dengan luka...but masuk balik NICU on the 10th day sbb kuning die naik...sedih tgk die terbogel bawah lampu tu....

but now alhamdulillah die dah makin ok..reading jaundice pun dah turun...mak die pun dah stabil..so baru boleh nak sambung berblog.. huhu..

fuhh...panjang membebel...but i guess i needed to record this experience...sementara masih fresh di ingatan...but i doubt i'll ever forget it...;)

so lastly...may i present to you... the apple of my eye....my little hero...

AQIL SIDQI BIN MOHD ALI MIRZA

his first night in his own crib.. 2/3/2010

xoxo

waiting

Now in wad hkl

Please pray for me and little A

;)

Xoxo

overdue

little A is still in there..

following mommy all around KL

pavilion for karaoke

ikea,OU,midvalley for window shopping

(keje tak larat..jalan2 larat! hahaha)

no laa..people say must walk a lot wutt.....

any signs yet?

nope. nada.

this week last, then induce if die takmo klua jugak...hmm...

hope can deliver before 1/3.. hubs going to Kalimantan (again) for 2 weeks after that...

i want him here with me...but if cannot..then what to do kan...

hmm....

k laa...getting ready to go out..hehehe...berjalan lagiii.....

;p

ps: thanks for those yg call/sms bertanya khabar...sayang kamu! ;)

xoxo

got 5 minutes break from work..

nope. not on leave yet.

yes. still at work.

why?

the person replacing me during my maternity leave got in a fight and now on medical leave for a week!

there's 2 major cut off this week, which apparently, nobody else knows how to do the work.
[i was on half day leave for my checkup yesterday, and was on the phone (almost) the whole time to explain step by step how to do the task- stopped only because my batery went kaput..]

lastly- i came in early this morning, just to find out they did it completely wrong and i had to re-do the whole task again..alhamdulillah..after how many days of error error error.....managed to successfully uploaded the darn thing... [i also blame the BP for giving out instructions of amendments so late in the evening! -suka nak complaint buat keje tak betul laa lambat laa..padahal kasik info sume lambat..then how???]

still coming to work tomorrow [maybe] but definitely going to take MC on Friday...i could hardly walk properly today..sakit dowh...!! [is it normal or me too manja??] hmmm...


LBNL, bersalin ke tak next week..i am starting my maternity leave after CNY...i dont care...tak larat.. hehhee...


little A, kuar laa cepat... ;)

paksa cuti?

Early morning.

Manager: aisyah, bila nk cuti ni?
Me: ntah laa..baby syiok dok dlm perut..
Manager: sy tak tanye bile baby keluar..sy tanye bile nak cuti..
Me: err..baby klua, cuti laa..
Manager: mengarut jer budak ni

*****

During PEAP.

Manager: why u don't want to take early leave?
Me: I want to save my leave for my confinement.
Manager: I understand u want to spend more time with ur baby, but u can take annual leave right? My main concern is for the boys in ur team, they are all stikk single..no experience..nnti panic if suddenly ur waterbag pecah..
Me: .....
Manager: you cannot think about urself. U want to be a leader right. You must think about other people also..its not always about you..
Me: (ouchhh!!!)
Manager: plus, klu perut awak belum turun I'm not that worried. Ni perut dah turun..pastu tgk awak jalan mcm susah jerr
Me: eh? Perut dah turun ke?
Manager: yelaa..nampak..
Me: ok la..cuti next week..


****

So I guess..I'll start my maternity leave next week..hmmmm...agak2 sempat shopping lagi ke?(Ada hati!!!) Keeee..menjahit 2-3 bende lagi..hmmmm..




Xoxo

while watching the man i love do all the work..

Am currently at our rental house in kota damansara.

All our stuff have been moved yesterday to our new home.

Today hubs wanted to clean the house b4 we return the key to the owner.

I helped sweep the floor. And did a little bit of mopping but that was it.

hubs didn't let me do anything else. He even yelled at me for removing something heavy. Terkejut tu yg terjerit tu..hehehe..

Now I'm sitting on the floor watching him do all the work..actually he didn't want to bring me but I insisted. ;p

Somehow I feel sad. Looking at this empty house.

Although its not ours, but this is our first house as a married couple.

We spent our first year together here.

All my first wifely duty i did here.

All the memories..

Hmmmmm...

Ah well...we've got so many more years together..insyaAllah..

We'll just make more sweet memories in our new home.. ;)

Xoxo

a text from aye

"of all the trees yg akan pupus due to the global warming, I wish that durian trees to be among the first ones. "

i'd totally wish the same thing dear cousin!

*ni mesti kes ade org bawak balik durian ke rumah..kak syu [?] *

xoxo

DIY: Reversible Shoulder Bag

another project completed.

nope. not another baby project.

but for the mama instead.

remember these?

well, i just couldnt resist the temptation to make something out of them.

so i spent the whole night finishing this.

Reversible Shoulder Bag by Lula Louise

I printed out the tutorial a few month ago but didnt have the fabrics to make it. I super super love the bag! trus pki the bag to my checkup today! hehe.. ;)

more pictures of the bag:

and tonight...i managed to finish another one...for lil sisterrrr.... [baiknyerrr kakak kamu ini..!!] hahaha...

this is hers..

i added the pocket.. [its not in the tutorial]

her reversible side.

and another good news.

we received these today.....

a bunch of keys. 28 to be exact! ^_________^

alhamdulillah... ;)

after the all the waiting..we finally got the keys to our home. ;)

its not big or luxurious but its ours. and i'm so grateful.

my favorite part of the house.

the kitchen cabinet!!!!!!!! hehe...dun have to spent thousands [alhamdulillah!!!!] , the owner b4 this dah siap renovate last year...suka! ;) -trus g tgk rumah after amek kunci..giler excited..!! hehe....

cant wait to start decorating.... [maybe after confinement?]

xoxo